funny how much changes
You both use to be sisters to me and now I rarely talk to either of you, so much has changed between us all now knowing that you both will be able to go back to being close friends is weird. I know I’m the one who has changed the most but you both have to and because we’ve all changed so much there is no way I would ever be able to be friends with you guys like I use to. I miss you both more than anything in the world, you were both people I could ever turn to but now I can barely talk to you. This whole thing sucks and it’s all I’ve been thinking about I want my sisters back. I want our friendships back. I want to go back to before we all changed. I just want to go back. But we can’t and I don’t expect to ever be close like we use to which is the saddest thing because I’ve now built up so many walls I wont have friends that I will ever trust as much as I use to trust you both. I just wish I had you and our friendships back. I miss it. I miss being happy. I miss having my friends. I miss you sag and nanz, I really do but at this point I just need to stop dwelling on the broken friendships and move my focus to school, sports and family because in the end that’s all that matters.
